Monday, May 14, 2012

Not Smoking Makes You Feel Good

At least that's what I've heard.  I really don't feel good though.  I feel like a fat, greasy, disgusting, pig.  It's been a week so the mood swings should be over, but they're not.  Honestly, I feel like I'm pregnant.  I want to do nothing but sleep and cry.  I feel like a pansy.  I've cheated death, been a single parent, and kicked a tumor's ass.  That all seems easier than quitting smoking.  Damn you, Nicotine.  You might be strong, but I'm gonna kick your ass too.

On the bright side, my lungs feel pretty good.  I ran part of a 5k this weekend and I went a whole 3 minutes before my lungs hurt which is 2 minutes and 57.5 seconds longer than when I smoked.  So, yay!   

1 comment:

  1. You are doing great!! I can't wait to run with you...and both of us will feel NOT like dying!!

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